Makes Me Blind

there so many questions that enter in my mind.

question that make me blind 

co`z i doesn't answer yet: by someone i`interrogated.

maybe he is busy in another girls

reason why he has no time on me,

shall i accept the reality? 

that he never felt the same way with me,

shall i let her free or let my love be free?

its hard to choose and decides on this kind of feeling`s that resides! 

i always think of his together with the heartaches and pain 

the loneliness and sorrow

as well the happiness and cheerfulness

 i just make my self deceive

 that their is someone who will love me.

 for i knew that it would not happened

co`z a person i love has a fiance already!

this event is hard to accept

but i have nothing to do

but to face it

for this is the time to move on.

and find someone who can hold in on!