"Confusion"

i don`t know what i fell,

i can`t understand 

what i think what was i`m going?

i`am confuse.

 i want you to stay for for i cant live

without you but it hurts me so badly

co`z your tears kills me slowly, 

i want your love for it bring happiness to me 

but it makes my life miserable

for i hate to see you with me yet lonely.

i want to set you free

for i know`am not good enough for you

but i am afraid to see you fall having

nobody to catch you the way i do.

i want you to be happy being free

from my vicinity but  that 

would make you vulnerable

from vicious that is

rampant in every way hate i do?

all i want is for you to be happy 

but it brought me in this way

the state of being confuse as the way:

                        -TAKE IT AS AN ADVICE-

Makes Me Blind

there so many questions that enter in my mind.

question that make me blind 

co`z i doesn't answer yet: by someone i`interrogated.

maybe he is busy in another girls

reason why he has no time on me,

shall i accept the reality? 

that he never felt the same way with me,

shall i let her free or let my love be free?

its hard to choose and decides on this kind of feeling`s that resides! 

i always think of his together with the heartaches and pain 

the loneliness and sorrow

as well the happiness and cheerfulness

 i just make my self deceive

 that their is someone who will love me.

 for i knew that it would not happened

co`z a person i love has a fiance already!

this event is hard to accept

but i have nothing to do

but to face it

for this is the time to move on.

and find someone who can hold in on!

"it`s almost time to say goodbye"

the hardest part of any  friendship's when its time to say goodbye. as much as we might to stay the name, change in an inevitable part of life. the universe may seems huge and the rift between friends on appropriate side of the world may seem to distance.there are many tools available with which we can communicate but even with out these tools there's a secrete that only real friends knows and it is this:
all the mountains and valleys in the world cannot separate friends whose hearts are \as one. i firmly believe that heart are as one no matter what we have to be thankful for everything
 let me share this untitled poem entitled it`s time to  say goodbye.
" it`s time to say goodbye"

may the road rise up to met you,
may the wind never at you back
may the sunshine warm upon your face
and the rain fall softly on your fields.
and until we meet again
may god you hold in the hollow of his hand
 a sunbeam to warm you
a moonbeam to charm you'
 as shelter angel so nothing ca harm you
may the pocket`s be heavy and heart
be the light may good luck pursue you each morning and night
               - goodbye my friend-