i ask and i wonder?

I   wonder, I ask many questions

I wonder about occasions

And if this will lead me to fall

It be from the pinnacle

Let it be my accusation

My utter rebellion

A like worthy, I believe.

A life commendable to live

Is possible only if,

I have a question to give

This questioning has that chance

If I allow a creative disturbance

And if this lead my story short

Let it provoke with out comfort,

Let it be my only payment

My own indictment

This life never less

Is reserve, I guess

For those who can offer,

A time to ask and wonder,

No matter what the ending,

Be it pain, torture or suffering.

"Confusion"

i don`t know what i fell,

i can`t understand 

what i think what was i`m going?

i`am confuse.

 i want you to stay for for i cant live

without you but it hurts me so badly

co`z your tears kills me slowly, 

i want your love for it bring happiness to me 

but it makes my life miserable

for i hate to see you with me yet lonely.

i want to set you free

for i know`am not good enough for you

but i am afraid to see you fall having

nobody to catch you the way i do.

i want you to be happy being free

from my vicinity but  that 

would make you vulnerable

from vicious that is

rampant in every way hate i do?

all i want is for you to be happy 

but it brought me in this way

the state of being confuse as the way:

                        -TAKE IT AS AN ADVICE-

Makes Me Blind

there so many questions that enter in my mind.

question that make me blind 

co`z i doesn't answer yet: by someone i`interrogated.

maybe he is busy in another girls

reason why he has no time on me,

shall i accept the reality? 

that he never felt the same way with me,

shall i let her free or let my love be free?

its hard to choose and decides on this kind of feeling`s that resides! 

i always think of his together with the heartaches and pain 

the loneliness and sorrow

as well the happiness and cheerfulness

 i just make my self deceive

 that their is someone who will love me.

 for i knew that it would not happened

co`z a person i love has a fiance already!

this event is hard to accept

but i have nothing to do

but to face it

for this is the time to move on.

and find someone who can hold in on!

"it`s almost time to say goodbye"

the hardest part of any  friendship's when its time to say goodbye. as much as we might to stay the name, change in an inevitable part of life. the universe may seems huge and the rift between friends on appropriate side of the world may seem to distance.there are many tools available with which we can communicate but even with out these tools there's a secrete that only real friends knows and it is this:
all the mountains and valleys in the world cannot separate friends whose hearts are \as one. i firmly believe that heart are as one no matter what we have to be thankful for everything
 let me share this untitled poem entitled it`s time to  say goodbye.
" it`s time to say goodbye"

may the road rise up to met you,
may the wind never at you back
may the sunshine warm upon your face
and the rain fall softly on your fields.
and until we meet again
may god you hold in the hollow of his hand
 a sunbeam to warm you
a moonbeam to charm you'
 as shelter angel so nothing ca harm you
may the pocket`s be heavy and heart
be the light may good luck pursue you each morning and night
               - goodbye my friend-

farewell leave out all the rest

                         +Farewell serves as a reminder that nothing here on this earth is permanent. every beginning has its own ending. everybody needs to move on the next chapter of his life with the great impulse toward the fulfillment of dreams and life aspiration.
                         Its probably safe say that most people would not forget their student years.every drop of ink spilled on the pages of notes means  handwork, patience and dedication. photograph are proofs of well-treasure schooldays.stepping out of the gates of  hercor college bringing excitement and fear from the eyes rushing down into the nerves.the taste of learning will nous be transformed to reality.
 the days are past  approaching before     we formally leave out of portal  where  the best graduates pass. it cant denied that there will be felling of sadness and joy in everyone's heart.sadness is felt for parting after years of companionship hapinessfor it is beginningof the new jouurney.
                        Moments and experience web make one well equippedin facing different adventure in life. we should not forget those people lessons and every little detail contributed into what we are  today what we will become in future

"my childhood to college years"

How proud I am I can say!

Proud in the sense that through out the years

Believing or not I can survive

That one thing I’d thank god;

I remember my childhood in the years past

I remember my mom who sends me to school

Who take good care of me, preparing my foods

I remember the playing time, recess time, during my childhood years

And the day past by I’m in the high school level

During my high school I remember my peer group, the bonding, chizmisan

Halakhakan, tawanan, and most specially away an

And after 4 year of doing that thing the time goes by;

We were to graduate our high school level

And that was so sad because it`s peer group haven`t the same pair anymore

Because we enter into a newer life, as a college student;

That was so hard too, because new people you saw, newer peer group you`ve enter

New friends, new teachers, new uniform and most specially new environment you`ve

Interact with and we`ve don’t know the years past by we were to graduate

The college life and after that new life to enter;

How life isn`t it. Life doesn`t end to everyone;

MY CHILDHOOD TO COLLEGE YEAR`S

Proud I am I can say:

Proud in the sense that, through out the years

Believing or not I can survive

That one thing I’d thank to god:

I remember my childhood years in the years past by,

I remember my mom, who sends me to school

Who take good care of me and preparing my foods?

I remember the playing time, recess time during my childhood

Years, and after the time past by:

I am in the high school level during my high school years

I remember my peer group, the bonding w/ my group,

Halakhakan, tawanan. At away an

And after 4 years have been doing that

The rime goes by we were to graduate

And that so sad because its peer of group haven’t same the

Same pair anymore: because we enter into a new life,

As a college student! That was so hard to take it…

..

Because new peer of group you’ve inter, new set of friend

New teachers, new people around, new uniform and most especially

New environment you’ve interact with.

And the years goes by again.. we were to graduate our college years!

And still we’ve don’t know where ever we go each other….

Life’s goes by……

Life for people does`nt end….. How life it is………….